Another realization that I'm really less driven than I was last semester and I should really pull my socks up and start studying.
OKAY to be fair I'm the same as last semester. It's just that this semester I have a really strict prof (who really has the best intentions, objectively; but subjectively I'm just frightened) and that makes everything look much worse. But going back to the point, I really have lots of reading backlog to clear. So the point is the same which is that I should pull my socks up. Ahhh.