Maybe I should give myself more credit for what I did. Now that I've done that I feel better.

And I can continue ploughing through my mountain of contract revision.

Tired + what are my notes trying to say? + quiet of the night = overwhelming desire to just screw it and go sleep 

If I plough on there's still a chance. 

It will not produce sterling results.

But if I try it might turn out good.

And even if it's not, I can at least feel satisfaction at what I've tried to do, albeit a restricted amount. 

Real women don't screw it and go to sleep.

Oh my, am I strange tonight.