Suddenly felt damn scared about whether I will be able to pull up my grades this sem. Turn of events made me wonder. I think I've been too nice and too naive. Previously I posted that I'll rely on myself lots this semester, and I'm starting to feel it now. It's not just relying on myself, it's also tanking other people. I guess the previous 2 semesters were quite lovely in comparison and have done nothing to prepare me for this sense of floating.
I really should stop running away from reality-- sleeping so much, gymming, cca. I guess I could keep the gymming. Sleep must go away. Cca can be done in moderation-- don't go for so many gigs.
ohmygosh
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