Tips for nervous people like me. Two more days.
http://www.wikihow.com/Not-Get-Nervous
http://www.wikihow.com/Avoid-Looking-Nervous

Just made a mistake! D: I hate feeling like I just did something stupid. Sometimes I hope that I will never ever make a mistake in my life so that I can avoid that feeling. So sometimes I shut out all tell-tale signs and tell myself that it was fate and not myself that caused the mistake. Or sometimes I just don't do anything so I won't make mistakes. But sometimes when it's glaringly obvious that the problem lies with me then I'll feel like that.

But never mind, I suppose life is all about alternating between feeling smart and feeling stupid, so I shouldn't avoid it. If not I'll only have half a life?

Wow today was quite epic I just tried to shut out all signals of negativity coming towards me.

Maybe I should learn to embrace negativity.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm almost autistic. Because I think I behave like that occasionally, but not often enough to actually be diagnosed as autistic. Because autistic people try to shut out the external world right?