Why do I feel like it's a normal school day T.T

It's not cause it's 16 days to Promos.

Contemplated going for band dinner today, since I had no dinner at home. Then decided against it. I wonder if I'm shutting myself out. Then I decide that I'd spend a more fruitful time by myself/at home.

The present as a gift to the future.

And being a turtle.

And I realize that if I leave my thoughts behind and really talk to people sincerely they will do the same too.