Am feeling really unsettled now, not the feeling you get after watching a horror movie, but the kind of feeling you get when you've got a lot of time ahead of you and you don't know if you're going to spend it correctly. I think a better word is insecure!

Then again it's such a waste of time thinking of this during such a happy season so I shall just tell myself to go with my instincts and leave it...

I've spent the past few days volunteering at NParks. Quite fun because I get to be in a different environment-- new people, more nature, more exercise... instead of staying at home and being a couch potato.

:)

And it's fun sitting in the back of a pick-up truck. And it's funnier when you get surprised stares from workers in other pick-up trucks.

Just watched the later part of Adam Lambert's AMA performance. I think it was really spontaneous, full of sincere (erm) entertainment, but since rock isn't really my cup of tea, I don't think I'm in a position to judge it. He looked drunk at the end of his performance ^^ hahah.

I've just been sneaking around Facebook again, looking at old acquaintances' (or, erm, classmates') photos and stuff. And it's very amusing to see how we have all evolved from that quite guai batch into one so varied.
Take me-- I sit at home and can read all day long, or blog, and rarely venture beyond my usual haunts with my family and friends. And rarely venture beyond my social circle(s). (Not a complaint).
And then I see acquaintances going over to the wild side, having parties, lots of shopping, etc etc.

So I think I've left a lot of people behind during these school years. Because after a few years of total non-communication, we've ended up leading very different lives.

And yet I have their life's news right at my fingertips.

Wahahah.

It's such an entertaining idea.

(so next time, even though we end up in different classes and different lectures, I'll still be able to spy on you, because big sister is always watching.)

:)

Uh.

Not in an emo enough mood to post things that can match up to the pre-EOY standards. This is a good thing.

I came up with really bright plans for today last night: First, gallivant around Jurong on foot-- partly for exercise, partly because of boredom. Then go to Jurong East library to find good books.

But I woke up late today (9.30 am) and so I cancelled the first plan. And I'm not so sure about the 2nd one now because I'm stuck on the computer!

Oh well, there's still tomorrow, and the day after and the day after and the other day after...

I need help being a better senior. I don't know how to spell my junior's name! Oops.

Okay, now I do. ><

So I was thinking about my 4 years in Guides so far and what I've learnt from it, while writing notes to June and my juniors and trying to figure out how I miscounted the number of people in my patrol.

I guess it has actually been a rather humbling experience. I remember how I was like in sec 1, quite proud, quite naive, too assuming... And I probably was like that in sec 2 too.

So CCA has helped me to realize this.

And only on the day before farewell...

Because before this day, I haven't actually been able to pinpoint how I felt about my CCA.

Mission: Read all Neil Gaiman books.

Apparently, people are more analytical and pay more attention to details when we're sad. That's why we get sad when we study. So that we can study better.

Sensible short term mission: STUDY CHINESE.

Doing Facebook quizzes still amuses me.

Life is still stuck in the routine and the mundane.

I might feel like blogging, but right now my brain is just a pile of slush.

*sigh* not literally.

Thinking about JC is kind of interesting. But that feeling is very far-off and distant.

The privileged usually lead single-tracked lives.

On the plus side, 500 days of summer's soundtrack is really good! :)

And it's good that people invented blogging and facebook, so that inerts/potatoes like me can snoop around other people's lives and realize that the world doesn't end at Bukit Timah and Jurong...

OMG RARH BOREDOM.

Cheers to Youtube.

Who in the sensibly occupied mind would pay tribute to random websites on her blog...?