People aren't really as bad as they seem to be. I guess as a teenager, one's outlook is really rosy, and so expectations are really high, and then after a series of incidents one's expectations plummet. And then here I am now, thinking that people aren't really that bad after all. Generally, most people want to make a positive effect on other people. It's not all backstabbing and selfishness and bleakness.
It's all about expectations. Just keep them low.
"The world is not a wish-granting factory."

I try my best to follow the rules. Until I come to a point when it stops making sense. And then I bend the rules so that I can hear my own voice.

I could be a nicer person.
I...
Could...

Sometimes I catch myself thinking too much. And then I make a conscious effort to empty out all that emotional garbage. And then I find that I feel more relaxed after that.

emo no more.
i find that there are so many other things worth thinking about.
like.
lee ki hong from the maze runner!! :D
#asianpride #qtpie
i need to find time to watch that movie! even if i watch it alone.

Now my heart is gold, my feet are right
And I'm racing out on the desert plains all night



Oh my gosh this is a lovely lovely song. It was the perfect song to play in the most recent Spiderman movie, when they met each other and they were standing across each other on the street :D I remember the moment when I was in the cinema, and this song played, and then I felt this warm fuzzy feeling all over. I don't think I'll forget it. I would even go so far as to say that I want this song played at my wedding, just that the lyrics are a little sad and dark. Maybe at my funeral. Aw man, why so morbid, I want to listen to this song whenever I feel like it, like now. I don't know if I'll even know what goes on at my own funeral.

我心中有个小天地
一个没人去的秘密花园

我在那里奔跑
在那里歌唱
在那里找到自由

不懂得伤心
不懂得失望
只懂得自由
只懂得心安

omg shipping is testing my limits.
but i always tell myself to relax because i don't want to shave off years of my life for shipping
sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.
and i try to listen to ed sheeran's songs when i'm stressed because they are all so relaxing :3