loving life but not really loving it; what a strange conflict of feelings.
and hating people but not really hating them either.
hating myself but not really hating myself.
omahgad.

*whirlpool of emotions*
*don't talk to me*
*emo kid*

(i hate hashtags so i use asterisks)

apparently acting all tough and fierce is not the way to go sometimes.
peace, love, trust and patience... can get you what you want better. sometimes.
sounds cliche, but. SHHH.

only those who are afraid have reason to be nasty. because they are similar to cornered animals, and cornered animals are desperate to get out of their situation.
those with a calm and friendly demeanour do not fear anything
(or so it seems, at least)

i don't want to live in fear. of anything immaterial.
or anger

don't give up
it's normal
be yourself
don't let external factors define who you are
work hard
i wanna say: with every broken bone i swear i lived
happiness is a choice

^ just some random words of advice

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY!!!

so here's a song to decorate my night

When you see a friend behind a fundraising booth

this is honestly damn cute

fml can december come soon

forgot to say that. the more i feel negative about other people, the more i hate myself too. in fact i think if i were working with myself i'd have shoved a pen up my nose by now.
okay i'm exaggerating. but you know what i mean.

so.... peace and love and forgiveness! ^___^

my blog shows that i'm such an un-charming person... bleagh.

Whenever I Set Foot In The Law School:



yeah so. quite an accurate representation of my feelings. not all the time because as you know, feelings are volatile and they change. there are actually days where i feel like mother teresa and i love everyone. but i feel like i'm getting used to being displeased and disturbed and whatever. i actually felt a sense of solidarity when my prof said that day 'singaporeans are so optimistic, but british are just *ughhh*'. he actually made quite a cute sound, lol. but anyway at that moment i just told myself, i'm a british at heart, cos i'm feeling so un-optimistic these days.
i know its affecting my facial expressions and my behaviour because i rarely get high and excited around my friends anymore. unless you're talking about my idols or my other more frivolous interests, which is rare, because who has the time to talk like that in law school? no one cares either.
but i know my feelings are not unfounded cos i don't understand loads of stuff. so... time to get started on work. fff need. to. start. working. damn. hard.

BUT ANYWAY. click here for some advice for law students --> Friends

2 things on my mind right now
a) should i get a 2nd major
b) should i go for an overseas internship in hongkong
for (a) i'm leaning towards yes, for (b) i'm leaning towards no.
hm.