I HAVE BLACK HAIR I HAVE BLACK HAIR

i just feel like the things these people are doing are so much more meaningful than what i do
we think that, because of all we've done in the past, these things must necessarily lead to something greater. we think that all the events in our life must be connected and must create a story. well guess what, i don't think so. this kind of thinking just limits options.

halp
i'm stuck in this dilemma of whether to sleep or to study ltp (which i have barely touched, amazingly)

i also want to learn lettering during the holidays! :D so bz after exams man but i love that kind of bz not this kind of exam-bz

i think i'll go sleep

Me: Mummy I'm a big fat nerd
Mum: Now then you know?

Say what?!

i think i wanna watch this. although i was quite disappointed by the plot in wikipedia, i think sam claflin will make up for it. :D *drools

to-watch movies:
1. Love, Rosie
2. Mockingjay
3. The Hobbit: The Battle of Five Armies
4. Big Hero 6

*_* so many movies to watch... sure i'll watch at least one of them alone or maybe even all of them

edit: i NEED to watch mockingjay because people on tumblr are all raving about how awesome josh hutcherson's acting is!

edit 2: i think Love Rosie has stopped showing in cinemas...-_- but nvm i shall just read the book hahaha  which is by cecelia ahern hahaha

not everything goes our way. but we have to have the strength to toss it aside and move on, telling yourself that you don't give a shit.

this is called clearing mental baggage.
remember to travel light.


who are we, outside of this framework? are we all society has made us out to be-- the housewife, the office worker, the operator?

to be young


brave


carefree

oh mann i don't want to do shipping readingsssssssssssss my brain needs a break i can feel it degenerating


But now I know my heart is strong
Where you belong is by my side

i ❤ pentatonix forever muakssss
and OMG THEY PRODUCED THIS SONG IN SINGAPORE! (according to their vlog) omg love it.

also the guy in taylor swift's blank space music video is damn hot

Print-screened from Coldplay's lyric video for Atlas. I love the music video, it's so calming. And it reminds me of the calmness of outer space, which I experienced vicariously while watching Interstellar.
Humans have always tried to assert their dominance. They built castles, they mummified themselves, they ordered thousands of teracotta warriors to be made for their burial. They thought they were the masters of all Creation, they thought they were divine. They demanded to be worshipped.
But they didn't know they were only living on a fraction of a speck of dust. [Carl Sagan]
They didn't know that all their dreams were built on pillars of salt and sand, to collapse at the slightest force. [Coldplay]
Magnificent dreams plans come to naught.

(because actually we can still keep dreaming)

We still go on trying to live our lives because...
because...

we've lived out many happy moments on this speck of dust, and we will live out happier moments to come.

and the value of our lives do not decrease just because the universe is infinite, damn it!

but when we start to think we ought to be worshipped, or that we are the centre of the universe, or that everything should go our way, that's when we know we've crossed the line.

sometimes i'm struck by how quickly i've aged and how my brain has not really matched this physical growth
incredible.
:O

i mean, all my life, there has been a fixed template for doing things and all i had to do was to follow the structure (and complain copiously about it). and now there's fewer rules but more unspoken codes of conduct, and i can't really complain about that.

\useless rambling.

"You can't plan your life. Life is very fortuitous sometimes. Take a plunge"

well, well! another reason to smile.

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. stop sulking...
i happened to read about Faust (the german literature classic) on wikipedia and suddenly i wondered if i could be described as faustian, if i let my stress take over my happiness. possibly yes.
anyway i don't think i'm stressed now, just tired and rather daunted by looming finals (but aren't we all).
i should just chill and stop worrying myself or making myself sad.